This may sound weird, but hang with me!
I know lucifer is real, and he knows us just as much as our Elder Brother, Jesus. I think people forget that though cast out, lucifer is our brother and he does watch us and know us. I like to think, at times, that I am impervious to his ways, that I am trying so hard to do all the things asked of us that when he does come calling I won't even notice. While this may be true for some sins, I have been humbled to realize he even knows exactly what it will take to knock me down a few notches emotionally. I have really been re-dedicating myself and my time to focus on the things of the gospel that will bring me closer to my Savior and Heavenly Father. And it seems that when I start to feel like I am making some great progress, here comes lucifer and unfortunately down I go. I know it is him and you would think I would realize it before taking it so personally, but in the heat of the moment I don't. It makes me miserable and I sit and stew over it and let it bother me, just as he knew I would. Then after a few hours, it hits me and I start my journey back up. Hopefully this time, when he tries to get me, I will be able to say..nice try!!!
2 comments:
I know exactly how you feel. Keep hangin in there, I'll try to do the same. Love ya!
It's like learning to walk! Don't give up. Before you know it, you'll be running a marathon! ;-)
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